posts tagged "dear diary"

Here tumblr, have an awkward picture of me at my senior prom. Yep.

Here tumblr, have an awkward picture of me at my senior prom. Yep.

The truth is, I have nothing but contempt for her and her being makes my stomach retch. I pity her if she tries to talk to me one day to find that I don’t have words for her, only venom. 

Chi summers.

Chi summers.

It’s been much too long since I’ve posted a selfie. Today is perfect, my hair is perfectly styled from my bike ride and now I’m going with friends to the Field Museum… Perfect day.

It’s been much too long since I’ve posted a selfie. Today is perfect, my hair is perfectly styled from my bike ride and now I’m going with friends to the Field Museum… Perfect day.

New tattoo!

New tattoo!

My chest feels tight today. It hurts. I hurt. I don’t know how to say the things I need to say.

finedineonmyvegangenitalia: Can we please just take a moment to admire this perfect babe wrapped around me and also my precious double chin. @loveyourchaos #kentucky I love this and us.

finedineonmyvegangenitalia:

Can we please just take a moment to admire this perfect babe wrapped around me and also my precious double chin. @loveyourchaos #kentucky

I love this and us.

I am the crabbiest right now.

I am the crabbiest right now.

This hurt has been busy piling weight on my chest, turning my stomach and making my mind race all day.

I’m sorry.

Perpetually stoked about this babe. We take the best photos.

Perpetually stoked about this babe. We take the best photos.

Here’s an important selfie. I avoid profile pictures at all costs because I feel so ugly when I see them. I’m not sure I have ever seen a photo of me in profile that didn’t make me cringe, but I’m trying here to be nice to myself, to not cringe, to not hurl insults in a way that bruises that part of me that is greater than my body.  I don’t feel pretty today, attractive today or particularly confident today. Here is my proof that I struggle with this shit every single day but I am posting this to remind myself that even on days, and in pictures, where I feel ugly, my worth is not based there. My worth is inherent in my being and is never something that can be taken from me. 

Here’s an important selfie. I avoid profile pictures at all costs because I feel so ugly when I see them. I’m not sure I have ever seen a photo of me in profile that didn’t make me cringe, but I’m trying here to be nice to myself, to not cringe, to not hurl insults in a way that bruises that part of me that is greater than my body. 

I don’t feel pretty today, attractive today or particularly confident today. Here is my proof that I struggle with this shit every single day but I am posting this to remind myself that even on days, and in pictures, where I feel ugly, my worth is not based there. My worth is inherent in my being and is never something that can be taken from me. 

loveyourchaos: Geoff Rickly is one of my heroes and I give no fucks. Just reblogging this picture of myself with Geoff Rickly no big deal, nope.

loveyourchaos:

Geoff Rickly is one of my heroes and I give no fucks.

Just reblogging this picture of myself with Geoff Rickly no big deal, nope.

(via aoawaywego)

This picture makes me laugh every time I see it.

This picture makes me laugh every time I see it.

I had made the decision that this summer was about dresses for me and I’ve been scouring clearance racks to make it possible. I was stoked about this 10$ purchase.

I had made the decision that this summer was about dresses for me and I’ve been scouring clearance racks to make it possible. I was stoked about this 10$ purchase.

Mom always said stripes were unflattering on me. I love my mom but I certainly love myself. Today was a hard day and my brain felt like it was getting sick maybe so, I’m wearing stripes and going to see Geoff Rickly.

Mom always said stripes were unflattering on me. I love my mom but I certainly love myself. Today was a hard day and my brain felt like it was getting sick maybe so, I’m wearing stripes and going to see Geoff Rickly.