posts tagged "dear diary"
I don’t write anymore. I want to write. I want to feel connected to that part of myself again.
I’m struggling today with self love.
It’s one thing to understand, logically, that I am inherently valuable simply because I am here, simply because I am alive and because I am a truly magnificent and insignificant manifestation of the universe.
However, to feel and understand these things emotionally rather than logically is very different. I understand. I defend my worth even when I, myself, don’t see or feel it.
Today is a day I don’t see it, or feel it. I feel replaceable. I feel unworthy and lost. I don’t understand or feel my worth and it’s really sad and a damn shame because my brain knows it is there even though I can’t wrap my emotional being around it.
My anxiety and deep rooted feelings of inadequacy are keeping me awake.
I feel very lonely and very sad.
please don’t be tired of me. im sorry im boring and my stomach is loudand iget sad a lot but please don’t be tired of me.
I’m feeling a whole lot of things right now and I don’t know if I’m doing okay or not.