Skeptical morning snuggles.

Skeptical morning snuggles.

"dear diary"

It’s 418 and I can’t sleep.
It’s 419 and I need comfort.
It’s 419 and I’m trying to remember happiness.
It’s 419 and I’m trying to feel like enough.
It’s 419 and I could be so much more.

"dear diary"

FKA Twigs performing Water Me on 7/18/2014 at the Bottom Lounge in Chicago, IL. She is amazing.

"dear diary"
Even in public bathrooms, all of me is pretty… even the bits that aren’t.

Even in public bathrooms, all of me is pretty… even the bits that aren’t.

"dear diary"
Idk why there is even cat hair on the mirror but whatever. I love this crew neck.

Idk why there is even cat hair on the mirror but whatever. I love this crew neck.

"dear diary"

I need to take better care of myself, but first I need to figure out what taking care of me even looks like.

"dear diary"

I’m either neutral or sad lately. It sucks.

"dear diary"
"dear diary"

Happy Father’s Day to all the people who have lost their fathers and happy Father’s Day to all the people who had complicated relationships with their fathers before they lost them. It’s okay and your feelings, even if they contradict themselves, are important and you’re not alone.

I love you, Dad. I always will.

"dear diary"
City sunset.

City sunset.

"dear diary"
Sensitive and underwhelming: a memoir.

Sensitive and underwhelming: a memoir.

"dear diary"

I just want to be important to you. I just want to cross your mind.

"dear diary"
Petunia: your daily Oskar.

Petunia: your daily Oskar.

"dear diary"
Last one from my sister’s wedding, it’s necessary though since my best friend is an A+ dance partner.

Last one from my sister’s wedding, it’s necessary though since my best friend is an A+ dance partner.

"dear diary"
"Oskar?" "I’m OK."

"Oskar?" "I’m OK."

"dear diary"